Lately, I don't know....Im kinda feeling like Im being thrown around so much mentally and I dont know which way is up. Maybe after all these years I really need to just lay all the pieces out and truly see if I know the meaning of my life. I mean, I have done a lot of hard work and feel really really good about the progress I have made within myself. Learning why I am the way I am and making sure I make the changes I need to. I know I am not perfect and I will never be perfect. Every day will be a constant lesson in my life book. But maybe if I lay it out there...lay the pieces out there, maybe I can step back and see the big picture of my life. What I am created to be. I don't know...but that's been kinda tugging at me lately.
So anyways....where do I start when I feel like I have a pile of mental paperwork piled up inside me. I could just toss it up and throw everything out the door and just start with a blank canvas and just rewrite me. But in all honesty...that's not gonna happen...that's not really me. Ahhh...ha... is that a start? :-)
So I'm gonna do this... Im gonna see what God has in store for me. I'm gonna be more diligent on my writing..... Prayerfully it will happen :-)
So let's do this.. Let's pull the top paper from the pile and lay it out.... Lets see what I get........
